:D

I guess headphones can wait.. There's so much of other stuff that i have to spend my money on!
Aww... Starting of the month and i'm feeling broke already. Stupid L4D2 cost me 55bux T_T Then i still wanna buy the Japanese Cheesecake at Shaw House~~

All the JC people having their holidays liao and im starting school again next week, and this time its gonna be worseeeeee! 2 weeks break passed by so fast (All breaks do, actually) luh.

Sadface. Just gimmeh some time and i'll get over it, like i usually do :(

Just some random thinking.
Everyone lies. But what kind of lie do they tell? We lie everyday just to prevent ourselves from hurting another person. You know - the truth hurts, right? This kind of lie is always inevitable. Chances that you find a person who is super honest, will also lie to keep their friendship alive! People wanna hear what they expect to hear.
What if a person doesn't want to take sides, and is forced to? He's equally supportive with both parties. Does that make him a liar, hypocrite or whatever it is? Sandwiched in-between, how does that feel like?
Another kind of lie is when a person is forced into a situation where he is obliged to do what he is told to, even though he doesn't want to do it, or find it impossible to decline. That is still considered a lie right? A lie that doesn't benefit the person himself.
Lying itself has so much meaning.
Honesty is the best policy, they say. Ironic.

Happyface:)

So freaking tired after today's voluntary work at Standard Chartered Marathon... Another night without sleeping and another day which i barely survived.. Lol, really really damn worn out. Cant even do shit. Ha. Feel like im gonna fall sick (hopefully not, duh). Wasn't really fun. And i'm never gonna volunteer for it again. Hope got get cca points also at least better than a 20bux reimbursement after all that shit. D:

Really horrible dayyyyyy. Sadface T_T will miss Happyface! :(

I need to get these headphones! :(
They're..... damn expensive. Today i thought i wanna buy but then not sure the price. So bought a sum of money but then when i ask the person she say its.... Expensive. T_T Saddddddd. But i still want to get those. So i will get those soon enough. Hmph!

If its gonna be a rainy day, there's nothing we can do to make it change.
We can pray for sunny weather, but that won't stop the rain.
Just let it fall.

Just an old song:

Adele - Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Underneath anger is hurt, but underneath hurt is love. There's so much i wanna say, yet at the same time i really don't want to say it out. At times i prefer much to be alone, yet at other times i feel so lonely. Things will never change back to the way they are once they slip out of your hands. Its either you stick with it, or you regret it. What's the point of trying to hold on to something that's not even there anymore? Its just another foolish illusion that plays a trick in your mind. So be strong, face the challenges ahead, for this is the cycle of life. Everything goes around in a circle until you find a way to break through it, i guess? Nothing in this world is fair. We have to fight for the things we love. Life's a whore. I'm whored.

Now i'm just a fool's tool.

Woo hoo! Presentations are over! :D Slack time for 2 weeks hehehehe. Happeeee. Moar time to emoeh. Rofl

PM presentation was ok. Except that i kept turning my head and look at the computer screen a lot of times -_- And the QnA was a little screwed up... Lol. Surprising that last minute stuff actually turns out well! Now that's one down.
Tmr's CS presentation, i wonder how i'll fare. There's still some work that we haven't completed also... Plus, hopefully the role play will be ok. I suck at role playing. So, yeah. After that it'll be 2 weeks of slacking time! Jyyyyyyyyyyy~

Soooo tired....... PM project is killing me. Customer Service (CS) wasn't that bad i guess... I think my Project Management project won't score that good ba. Last minute stuff... People do wrong stuff, don't know how to do, so today just finished Work Breakdown Structure (WBS). Sort of finished. Actually its not even finished. I think its a damn bad WBS. Cfm fail XD no la wont fail, but prolly will do badly.
Its gonna be a tiring 2 days trial starting from tmr! Wahahaha... But after that will have 2 weeks of break, so gambateh to me. :P
I shan't hope for much.. Just a pass will do~! XD

Tired..... Just went back from Cindy's birthday party at her ahma's condo there at parkway parade. Not a really big party, but its not bad lar i guess. Cindy's friends are nice people haha. At least i had some fun and listened to some interesting stories lol. But i guess i'll forget those stories by tmr already XD Anyway i bought her a stupid 4gb psp memory stick that she wanted for $50. So next year it'll be her turn to give me a present worth $50! If not.... RAGE!! Heheheh....

Gahhhhh now that the fun part is over, must get serious over the 2 projects -.- Now i need to do conclusion and ppt slides. Sianned! Tmr still have stupid project meeting at 12pm... Then tues and wed presentation liao (Omg so fast..!) Nooo~~ Imma ded soon. XP

I ate seafood platter just now at Suntec Fish n Co. If there is a reaction by tmr, it means im really allergic to seafood. Hopefully nothing bad will happen! D:

After considering hard, i can't find any reason to why i should give it to you. Yes, none at all. So i should return Ben the money. Or perhaps you can enlighten me with 7 good reasons?

Yay my coin box (ok, not really a box...) totaled an amount of $98.70. :D
It just reached half full and that's the amount i get. Ikr. Its not alot. Lol, coz its more of 10 and 20cents.... Hehe but nevertheless i get something rather than nothing. ^^

I'm sitting at tpy macs eating mc flurry now. So many children around me. So noisy. Then i notice the way parents treat them. So pampered. Aiyo. If i had a child, i would want him to be independent. I will make him carry his own bag when going home from school. I will make him buy his own food and i'm never going to feed him at all (lol). Those stuff that he can ownself do one i teach him how to do once, then ask them do themselves next time. So like that no need to be dependent so much on me. Haha, sounds cruel har. Anyway i dun really like children. So must torture them (muahahah).

Long time since i've been to tpy. Ho

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I should never write anything personal here. :]

I hate life.. I really do. Tmr still need to wake up at 11am.. So early... Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I want to make a wish. I wish i would never have to go to sleep, and i won't feel tired at all. Emo....

I really really really really don't like business. :/

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